I Am Who I am, I Am Not Who I Am

I am who I am today, and I am not who I am, because of the past decisions I have made, in partial knowledge of what I know today.

真的很庆幸，更了解自己的需要，仅此，仅此。

Luke 9:23-24
23 Then he said to them all: “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross daily and follow me. 
24 For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me will save it.

真的很庆幸，更了解大家的观点，仅此，仅此。

Luke 14:25-33
25 Large crowds were traveling with Jesus, and turning to them he said:
26 “If anyone comes to me and does not hate father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters—yes, even their own life—such a person cannot be my disciple.
27 And whoever does not carry their cross and follow me cannot be my disciple.
28 “Suppose one of you wants to build a tower. Won’t you first sit down and estimate the cost to see if you have enough money to complete it?
29 For if you lay the foundation and are not able to finish it, everyone who sees it will ridicule you,
30 saying, ‘This person began to build and wasn’t able to finish.’
31 “Or suppose a king is about to go to war against another king. Won’t he first sit down and consider whether he is able with ten thousand men to oppose the one coming against him with twenty thousand?
32 If he is not able, he will send a delegation while the other is still a long way off and will ask for terms of peace. 33 In the same way, those of you who do not give up everything you have cannot be my disciples.

其实，很久以前就放手了，虽然没有放弃，因为交给了神，也相信神的安排和超乎想象的回报，也知道那结果也不一定是我想象的。

"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways," declares the LORD

每一位神放进我生命里人，都已经成为我人的一部分
只能好好用神的方式去爱，用你们最舒服的方式去爱

And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

爱是生命，生命也是爱
不能不爱，也不能伤害
最后的爱，是不爱的爱！
我‘不爱’你了，不要有压力了啦！